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27/06/2007 ice 12/01/2007 Spanishice granita
blackhole lacks gravity
spanish mashmellow
fainted is sweetness flow
lingering is your strings mellow
molten choc cake
melting lightness
going down going down
should have cared less
let go..untill it's gone
a soothing sound
hit just
like a rushing pull
of those strings
and those haunting eyes
gone
04/05/2006 Wants of DesiresI’m given to some wants of desires And given to wants of none at all For fires consumed burn ever so bright Unable to be drenched in the place of my soul
From a drowsy spot just on the other side Did you dream well, as I did of another And another time altogether? Lay such hand upon my brow And take me with you as you leave
For some light must penetrate old shadows And I want you with sword in hand To cross left over right, dark over night You over me, me under you
A confessor once spoke kind That he loved all that he abhorred For it kept him fixed in a place beyond nature But things do shift, and that same confessor Confesses to you That my love, As it once loved Loves no more 13/04/2006 M.C.Escher
28/02/2006 FearFire destroys fire fissions of desire passion undenied stifled to aspire
Emptiness its own entity self-induced reality
blind to the color of happiness loss of youth and immortality
Crossroads void direction wounded soul third degree infection I promise to be always on your side regardless of your intention
Fear of an unknown enemy eclipsed truth & obscured visibility I question only my sanity we all share different views of the same reality
A dream colored play act of how it should be in this absolute existence I cannot see 03/01/2006 Pour le prince du ReykjavíkWhat a sound Coldness thrashing into the heart Your bones lit up
What a sound Broken silver splashing into vanilla sky Your lips numbed
What a sound His voice cut into body like a knife Your blood turns dark
What a sound Drumbeat running dry Like already dead stones of icy highland
What a sound It’s saying without words
Stop humming and fly over to me And Let’s jump 29/12/2005 My Power ColorAt Your Highest:
You are warm, sensitive, and focused on your personal growth.
At Your Lowest:
You become defensive and critical if you feel attacked.
In Love:
You are loyal - but you demand the respect you deserve.
How You're Attractive:
You are very affectionate and inspire trust.
Your Eternal Question:
"Am I Respected?"
19/10/2005 On the Verge ofPursed rosy lips Smudged mascara Who is this angry soul Seen in the broken pieces?
Pieces of pierced Pisces “Seven years of bad luck” they say I don’t need another minute of it now Only cries of the dead could save me From this drowning fear (but no more) “Waste me Taste me my friend”
Rolls of salt tears Running down the cheek Down into earlobe hole—sears
The world dissolving in a hot bath tub--- Switching off my life I feel pure and sweet as a newborn A redness flows from the veins Blossoming through clear water A surf gaudy as poppies I could just sink into sleep 28/07/2005 My Hazel ButterflyWe grow togetherYou grow out of me You outgrow me You are my butterfly
Hazel wings, golden fringes We dance in the moonlight I glide you fly We are one
They want to take you away Saying I need a change To start fresh But I shall never sell me short
Self ParadoxSelf Paradox
I’m passionate I’m freezing I’m brave I’m thrilled I’m proud I’m ashamed I’m normal I’m special I’m calm I’m fanatic I’m flexible I’m tough I’m talented I’m pale I’m independent I’m helpless I’m combined I’m splits I’m talkative I’m speechless I’m stainless I’m blurred I’m classic I’m rude I’m hopeful I’m frustrated I’m warm-hearted I’m cold-blooded I’m sensible I’m impulsive I’m decent I’m freak I’m drowsy I’m insomnious I’m aware I’m zonked I’m flinched I’m adventurous I’m fortunate I’m sad I’m thoughtful I’m amnesiac I’m practical I’m romantic I’m free I’m imprisoned I’m conventional I’m radical I’m narcissistic I’m abandoned I’m righteous I’m slinky I’m realistic I’m idealistic I’m helpful I’m selfish I’m altruistic I’m egoistic I’m philanthropic I’m scornful I’m linked I’m disconnected I’m existent I’m void I’m available I’m invalid I’m easygoing I'm tantalizing I’m French I’m Deutsch I’m concentrated I’m distracted I’m outspoken I’m reserved I’m self-controlled I’m self-indulgent I’m vodka I’m an espresso I’ve bfs I’m single I’m conscious I’m eeried I’m an aficionado I’m an outlier I’m cultivated I’m wild I’m exquisite I’m violent I’m sensitive I’m numb I’m whole I’m parts I’m innocent I’m guilty I’m full I’m vacant I’m the tin-opener I’m the sardine I’m energetic I’m paralytic I’m exposed I’m concealed I’m white I’m black I’m Jesus I’m Juda I’m the criminal I’m the judge I’m modest I’m pretentious I’m sure I’m ambivalent I’m transparent I’m opaque I punctual I’m a procrastinator I’m underestimated I’m overrated I’m passive I’m aggressive I’m an Catholic I’m an Antitheist I’m coming I’m leaving I’m material I’m spiritual I was born in 1983 I was dead then I’m everything I’m nothing I’m humane I’m cruel I’m ordinary I’m cynical I’m blameless I’m criticized I’m Kurt I’m Cortney I’m paralleled I’m controversial I’m still I’m trembling I’m clean I’m lousy I’m gorgeous I’m blind I’m dazzling I’m gloomy I’m masculine I’m a feminist I’m serious I’m joking I love snow I catch cold I’m in love I’m alone I’m healthy I’m sick I’m the VIP I’m the nobody Am I? I am.
Everybody contradicts to him or herself in some ways. But life is a contradiction isn’t it? 05/07/2005 How You See The WorldHow you see the worldAre you missing something? Looking for something? Tired of everything Searching and struggling Are you worried about it? Do you wanna talk about it? Oh You're gonna get it right some time Theres so much to be scared of And not much to make sense of Are you running in a circle? You can't be too careful And you can't relate it 'Cos it's complicated Oh You're gonna get it right some time You're gonna get it right some time It's how you see the world How many times can you see? You can't believe what you learn It's how you see the world Don't you worry yourself Your not gonna get hurt Oooohhhhh... Is there something missing? There's nobody listening Are you scared of what you don't know? Dont wanna end up on your own? You need conversation And information Ohhhhhhhhh... Gonna get it right sometimes You just wanna get it right sometimes It's how you see the world How many times have you heard? You can't believe a word It's how you see the world Don't you worry yourself 'Cos nobody can learn Oooooh Oooooh Ooooooooh That's how you see the world That's how you see the world 10/06/2005 We never change.On a day as cold and gray as today, you see something clearer. Reality bites, it does. You know it and see it and hear it and feel it, but you still go for it. I've been here in this gigantic glassy/classy building for 3 months. 3 months, yes, enough time for you to say something. But i can't, nothing felt, i've found myself voiceless, helpless, and...mindless. Worst of all, I'm not leaving. I'm only being cruel to myself, telling myself this is life you're to live. Despite there's the other me drumming inside, who want to fly and never come down, to live in a wooden house where the sun comes out, and have friends around. The tension between the two is growing stronger, and myself weaker. We never change, do we? No no, we never learn to bleed, we never learn to leave. |
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