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10/06/2009

what is this

"It was the best of times, it was the worst of times, it was the age of wisdom, it was the age of foolishness, it was the epoch of belief, it was the epoch of incredulity, it was the season of Light, it was the season of Darkness, it was the spring of hope, it was the winter of despair, we had everything before us, we had nothing before us, we were all going direct to heaven, we were all going direct the other way."
29/07/2007

some sickness

persistent sadness, lethargy, irritability, changes in appetite or sleep patterns, physical discomfort, difficulty concentrating, and/or thoughts of suicide or death..
Individuals who experience these symptoms chronically (whether or not they are in response to personal crises) may be clinically depressed.
damn.

10/06/2005

We never change.

On a day as cold and gray as today, you see something clearer. Reality bites, it does. You know it and see it and hear it and feel it, but you still go for it. I've been here in this gigantic glassy/classy building for 3 months. 3 months, yes, enough time for you to say something. But i can't, nothing felt, i've found myself voiceless, helpless, and...mindless. Worst of all, I'm not leaving.

I'm only being cruel to myself, telling myself this is life you're to live. Despite there's the other me drumming inside, who want to fly and never come down, to live in a wooden house where the sun comes out, and have friends around. The tension between the two is growing stronger, and myself weaker.

We never change, do we? No no, we never learn to bleed, we never learn to leave.